A git of a day

Following my multiple phone calls to British airways, Immigration, heathrow airport and even the police (!) whilst trying to help Jeff track Silvara (my lovely, lovely Silvara) down, I decided to crash. My sleep was troubled, to say the least. I woke up in an empty bed, and felt as though my chest were about to cave in. For the briefest moment I thought 'Oh, Silvy must be up already', and then I came to my senses.Damn.I miss you so much Silvara xxxxI got up and started pulling myself together, easing myself into the day (as I wasn't supposed to start work until 12.30) when the phone went. It was Gill; Simon was starnded a city away due to an electrical cockup on the train lines. Thus it fell upon me to rush over to the shop and open it up- an hour late. Grr. *Cue Muttley rasping whinge*Got stuck in traffic.Hurt my back emptying a 12 box delivery of bloody calendars.lost half my lunch break standing in queues for food and painkillers.spent the afternoon wading through crap old movie posters at the workshop, discovering about half a dozen good ones and about 24.000 lousy ones.Finished at 6 (its 8.10pm now) and struggled to get a bus home. stopped off for a few things at the shops, missed another bus, and finally returned home to a dark, empty flat.Bugger of a day, and I've got it all to do again tomorrow, with the added bonus of a late finish. grr, argh.And last night's awfulness was capped off with the discovery that little Crackers didn't make it. I'm so sorry to have to tell you this via my journal. the beautiful little pup was too weak. With many tears I kissed her tiny head and wrapped her. At least while she was with us she was loved. there is alot to be said for the value of love. Mind you, it can be boiled down to one word;Priceless.The ransacking of my possessions for ebay merchandise begins tonight. I'll do everything i can so that I can hold you again soon my love. you are everything to me.And thank you very much for your reply to my earlier post- I'm so glad to hear you two are having girly fun already! I love you lass, and will chat soon. PS I dreamed of you all day. How cute am I??????